Sonntag, 15. September 2019
Das zwei Tage so viel verändern können.
Ich fühl mich so viel besser. Endlich wieder wie ich. Endlich wieder präsent.
Die letzten Tage waren eine emotionale Achterbahnfahrt.

Aber jetzt fühl ich mich wieder gut.
Und ich glaube das war wichtig.
Passend zu was wichtigem, was mir wieder eingefallen ist: Krisen sind Chancen (sich zu verändern usw.)

Ich fühl mich als hätte jmd einen Schalter umgelegt.
Ich fühl mich gut!

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Donnerstag, 12. September 2019
It hurts...
it hurts so bad and I don't know why
it has been a while since I last cried it has only been a few hours
I don't even know, what it is that hurt me so bad
but it did.
I feel so vulnerable and weird right now
I don't feel like there's any motivation or energy left

I don't want it to be like that
I really don't….

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Mittwoch, 21. August 2019
isn't it lovely?
I'm floating atm
it's scary,but kind of nice...sometimes hard to accept.
sometimes I feel lost
sometimes I'm so grateful I could cry

sometimes I search for love
but I love myself
and I love my friends and my family
and I know I am loved indeed

I know I'm so privileged
and know all my problems are so Tiny....

and I know this world has so much beauty and love in it
though I know there's darker sides to it, too, that I have to accept
but that's okay, that's the way life is

thank you to the universe or whatever that I can live that life
thank you to the great people in my life

and thank you to myself for being courageous and building that life

today was a good day- though nothing exciting happened…
still it was a good day - in a very good life

and if I ever have a bad day again I must remember this; even the best lifes have bad days...and that'sokay


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